"Do you plan to donate your Filet de Bouef
to the alms house?" Mary Moody asked, long
finished with her portion. "Or is something
else on your mind?"
"Some of the Cambridge poets are making
progress on finishing a Dante translation of
Longfellow's. Wendell Holmes called on me to
ask for my company."
"Did Dr. Holmes advise you to turn
vegetarian, Ralph Waldo?"
"You do remember I've asked my friends to
call me simply Waldo for some time now,
Aunty?"
"Yes. And I'm not your friend. Your mother
entrusted your welfare to me."
"And how is it that my welfare, at sixty-two
years of age, includes the use of my Christian
name?"
"You'll live with it until I'm gone, which
will be soon, do not fool yourself," she
added. "This next Christmas."
Emerson showed no reaction to the gloomy
prophecy. Moody's nephew, like all her family
and her friends, long ago had grown to accept
her preoccupation with death. Saladin, it is
said, had his funeral shroud made to carry to
battle with him as his standard. Aunt Moody
had done the like all her life, making up her
shroud, then, thinking it a pity to let it lie
idle, wearing it as a night-gown or even a
day-gown until it would be worn out, at which
point she would order another. Lately, she had
taken to sleeping in a coffin-shaped bed
commissioned from a carpenter friend of hers,
her tender 4'3" frame fitting rather
comfortably.
"You're thinking of giving them some lessons
on Dante, are you?"
"They are the experts, Aunty."
"Oh, and what of your translation?"
Emerson put down his fork and looked his Aunt
in the eyes, waiting for an explanation.
"Margaret told me. She said it was, well,
excuse my inability to resist, divine. The
Nuova Vita, wasn't it?"
"La Vita Nuova. The New Life. Yes. It's
something of a preface to the rest of Dante's
work, a little book Dante wrote to prepare
himself for The Divine Comedy, prepare himself
to find his lost Beatrice. It is here, not in
the infernal abyss, that we learn the real
force driving all of Dante's work - it is not
politics or religion or revenge, but the
closed chambers of the heart. Well, I see
Madame Fuller never did learn to keep things
to herself in a sitting room."
"From an old woman with a needle eye nobody
can. So why is it you never published it?"
"Margaret pushed me to do it. I undertook the
project so that I could make Dante's
acquaintance, not for others to do so.
Margaret used to say that the value of a
translation is greatest for the translator.
Dante lacks the superficial charm to cheat a
reader into knowing him without yourself
entering his sphere."
"And you're too good to enter that sphere
with the Cambridge professors, is that the
case, Ralph Waldo?"
"If Socrates lived today, we could go talk
with him out in the open streets, Aunty. But
Longfellow and his type, we cannot do so.
There is a palace, and servants, and wine
glasses, and fine coats to get through. I am
not fond of professors and would rather have
living learning around me. The only one of
their kind I shall tolerate is the 'Professor'
of Concord, my neighbor Channing's dog."
"And yet you complain of late you are never
given the company of magnetic minds!" she
persisted.
"Yes, but as I say to Dr. Holmes, I shall not
seek them in large assemblies. Bring the best
minds together and they are so impatient of
each other, so worldly, so babyish, so much
age and sleep and care, that you have no
academy at all. I heard of one story of a
recent meeting of the Atlantic Club, Aunty.
When a pile of the new number of the Atlantic
was brought in, every one rose eagerly to get
a copy, as if inside were contained all
answers. And then each sat down and read his
own article. The Saturday Club, the Atlantic
Club, the Union Club, all boast one ego too
many when I'm present."
Aunt Moody looked at Emerson sharply,
extending her deceptively long neck toward her
nephew. With her cropped blond hair pushed
under her mobcap, Emerson thought she looked
very much like a nun ready to punish her ward
for talking out of turn.
"You, my dear Ralph Waldo, have been alone in
your intellectual pursuits and despise the
fact. You want for peers and are afraid of
that."
"Aunty, when I did not make Phi Beta Kappa in
college, when I wasn't valedictorian of my
Harvard class like William and Charles, you
were the only one who wasn't disappointed."
"Yes."
"And now that some have insisted on
cataloguing my writings among the greatest
thinkers of our age, you're the only one
around me who hasn't been impressed. I do not
need followers around me to boost my
confidence. My writing comes from a wish not
to bring men to me, but to bring them to
themselves. I do not have but one disciple,
and, yes, I take pleasure in driving them from
me. It is my boast that I have no school and
no followers."
Aunt Moody pushed her tiny frame away from
the table. She knew that Emerson had once had
disciples. Thoureau, Margaret Fuller, Jones
Very, George Ripley, Alvah Page, Ellery
Channing. But they grew to love him too much,
or hate him too much, or both at different
times. Without the patience or drive to mend
broken bridges, Emerson had watched his
Concord circle splinter and dissolve.
"Like Cicero," she said pointedly, "your
poetry will not be valued for many years,
because your prose is so much better."
"I thank you, as always Aunty, for your
complete lack of relevance. It is refreshing.
You are indeed one of America's great men."
Aunt Moody nodded defiantly and excused
herself. Emerson picked up a nearby Boston
Evening Telegraph. For whatever reason, the
Telegraph was the only newspaper Mary Moody
would suffer in her little cottage. On the
front page, the Telegraph reported Johnson's
latest push against inflation. Emerson tried
to ignore a flashy article announcing a "Foul
Deed," giving readers the latest scoop on the
grizzly death of an unidentified man whose
body was found naked, infested with worms and
insects. Such grotesque detailing was the
price paid for reading the Telegraph, Emerson
thought as he turned to the profiles of the
municipal election candidates.
"You are behind the times, dear Ralph Waldo,"
Aunt Moody said, bringing in a large bowl of
strawberries and cream. "That is yesterday's
newspaper. You will be quite handicapped in
all those drawing room conversations you wish
so dearly to avoid."
Moody produced the latest edition and offered
it to Emerson alongside a serving of the
berries.
"I'm sorry if my presence alone is not enough
to sustain interest," she sighed. "If I repel
people of intelligence greater than mine, it
is because I know them too well."
Emerson thought to put aside the paper and
assure Aunt Moody of the value of her company,
but was drawn to a new article on the murder
victim. Emerson found himself almost reading
aloud as he greedily harvested the article for
its content. This Telegraph reported that the
murder victim was Chief Justice Artemus Shaw
Healey of the Massachusetts Supreme Court, and
that the family had held a small, private
funeral while the police continued their
investigation. Emerson knitted his fine brows
in incredulity. He had little respect for
Justice Healey, and long ago had publicly
pronounced the man an occupational coward
after the horrendous Sims case. But to have
been brought down to such a degrading demise -
to be reduced to a grotesque blurb in the
Boston Evening Telegraph! There were few leads
as to possible suspects, and the police were
currently investigating two men who owed
Justice Healey substantial amounts of money he
had lent them to start a business. Emerson
found this proposition startling. What sort of
nervous debtor would dream up such a ferocious
manner for a murder?
Emerson was quite glad at the moment he had
been sequestered in Concord, and more so that
he shortly would be departing New England
again for several weeks. The vision of Chief
Justice Healey's fate would keep Emerson awake
much of that night. With all the reformers,
the abolitionists, with the long war, the
emancipation of an enslaved race, the victory,
still there was barbarity and loss. Emerson
found himself thinking, as he shuddered at the
newspaper, that his life had been one of
reading and writing. How rarely it had allowed
him to live! He had known those who tried,
like Thoreau, yet perhaps Thoreau had in the
end found it wasteful to spend a tenth or
twentieth of his active life at Walden with a
muskrat and fried fishes. Emerson had not come
to know virtue and evil. Only its literature.
How different he found reading the newspaper
from reading a book. When learning the latest
news of the world, he wished to give up all
hope for Boston and for the future. When
reading a good book, Emerson wished nothing
else but that life was 3,000 years long.
He tried to ignore the news he had read, but
the questions in his mind had already begun to
be spun. They had entered the teetering line
between past and present. What would become of
the "Hub of the Universe?"